On the 10th of May, i met you.. On the 13th of May, i decided to give you a chance... On the 14th of May, i started to fall for you.. ...The fastest i ever really fell for anyone i juz met. On the 4th of May we had our first disagreement... On the 7th of May i hurt you.. On the 11th of May, today, we're still avoiding each other...
Feel like i'm dead... Cant smile properly.. Juz keep thinking of that dumb thing i did.. And feel so depressed... Burying myself in studying doesn't seem to help at all. It juz makes the distance between us worse.. Haisxz, really dont know what to do already.. What is he thinking?.. Booo. If only if he were like other guys from before, settling fights like this would be easy. But he's juz so different.. Thats why i love him so much. Makes it more interesting. Lolz. Everything i do now seems so meaningless and screwed up...... Nothing around me seems to be beautiful at all. Unlike a few days ago before i did that dumbass'ed thing. zzz. I'm starting to think maybe we should just.... We're too different after all..
Two days till our first month aniversary.. Can we make up by then?..
XOXO. i'm still cryin' inside. Why cant we just press rewind..